Saturday, November 7, 2009

The Gift of Self

32nd Sunday in Ordinary Time Nov. 8, 2009 (Mk 12:38-44)

As he taught, Jesus said, "Watch out for the teachers of the law. They like to walk around in flowing robes and be greeted in the marketplaces, and have the most important seats in the synagogues and the places of honor at banquets. They devour widows' houses and for a show make lengthy prayers. Such men will be punished most severely."

Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts. But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a fraction of a penny.

Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others. They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything — all she had to live on."

Giving the graces we have received back to God is a way of showing gratitude to Him. He is God, and He needs nothing, but our desire to thank Him is a gift from Him and it makes us grow in love for Him. In giving back to God, we recognize the fact that everything comes from Him, even our very existence.

In the Gospel, Jesus praises a poor old widow as having given the most in the treasury, even though the others gave huge amounts. Jesus points out that the woman gave out of her poverty. She gave even if it meant that she will not have any left for herself. The others gave large amounts from their surplus wealth. But the widow gave everything she had. She gave herself. Even though it was not much, it was the most.

The widow's generosity teaches us that nobody is too poor to give. Every one of us, even those whom we call poorest of the poor, has something we can offer to God. He has given us so much. The problem is that we disregard His graces and call ourselves poor. We hoard everything we have and refrain from giving, reasoning out that we ourselves need these things. We do not realize that we can give, even when it seems that we, too, are in need.

I've heard of a story that demonstrates my point. This took place in a seminary. After a fire devoured some houses near the seminary, some of the victims sought refuge in that eseminary. The priests and seminarians welcomed them. Then, a group of monks (I'm not sure from which religion) asked the seminary administrators if they could extend help. They requested for the evacuees to assemble in one place. When the seminary administrators gathered the evacuees in a chapel, the monks passed collection baskets around, obviously asking for money from the evacuees. While this was happening, the priests were already confused with what the monks were doing. Why would the monks collect money from those who just had their houses burnt?

After the collection, the monks told the evacuees that the money they collected will be used in buying goods for other people who are in need, probably people who are in a worse situation than that of the evacuees. True enough, nobody is too poor to give. Even those who are in dire need are still able to extend help to others.

Even when we do not have money or any material object, we can still give. After Ondoy left many people homeless, those who extended help are not only limited to those who gave money and other goods for the victims. Those who had nothing to donate had the opportunity to give by offering their time in volunteer work. Their God-given abilities to clean, to repack goods and to distribute them were all they needed to say that they have truly given. In short, they had nothing to give but themselves.

The woman in the Gospel teaches us the value of giving ourselves to God. We all belong to God and we should offer ourselves only to Him. The greatest gift we can ever give Him is ourselves, not the things we possess, because it is us that He loves and longs for.

Our daily living should become an offering to God. We don't need to become priests or lay servants to say that we are offering ourselves to Him. We don't even need to become martyrs. No, not necessarily. We just need to offer everything we do for Him, even if it's not a church-related work. When we offer our daily lives to Him, we become a pleasing offering. We become stronger against temptation. We become truly His.

The widow's offering is a measly amount, but it was the greatest gift to God. Similarly, we are nothing before God, but we can offer Him nothing better than our selves.

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